EMO??!!

Looking in the mirror today
Asking myself Who I want to be
The question never fades away
only the posibility
of changing over
of moving forward

And feels like everyday
is endless unmoving
And it seems like everyday
is endless unchanging

I've spent time everyday
chipping at pieces of myself
and with layer chipped away
I see nothing new is ever found
Its all the same
Its all unchanged

And it feels like everything
is unmoving
And it feels like everyday
is unchanging

Stuck in one place
Stuck in one frame of mind
Unable to to move
Unable to see the sky
And its all the same
Its all unchanged
So unchanged

Looking in the mirror today
Asking myself can I change

Awakening

Right from the start
I can't take in this feeling
Is it possible?

I can't believe
it could be so beautiful
The deeps of  my heart
is awakening
at this sight

Open in love
I am released
from this shadow
and this place
Blinding my eyes
by endless horizons
created
in opportunity

I can't believe
This could be anymore
beautiful
My heart is full
from the start
of this

I can't take it in
I can't breathe this in

creative writing

The street lights
guide me away
 and the moonlight
lets me dance in this empty space
of my mind

and somehow i
get away to a place
of my dreams
and i can breathe

The starlight twinkles in time
as i write
 these words down

on the lines
that form
with the music
of everything happening a once

and somehow i
get away to a place
of my dreams

and i can finally breathe
and i can let go of my fanasty
as it becomes a reality