Time is disapearing

Like the clck in the Croccidle of Peter Pan's Never Neverland....time is ticking by
Soon my tims is going to be up and like captain Hook I will have to face my doom. But my doom isn't death, but college.

In a way its depressing how i talk about it. I imagine people redin this and yelling at the screen telling me stop complaining, telling me how i'm pathetic. True I may be pathetic and whining isn't my biggest atributes, but i don't care.
Everything comes at a price and this must be the price for going away to college. Cause all i keep thinking is all the stuff i'm going to miss including my frinds and family. I think about how people are just going to move on without me like there was no terra. All i keep thinking is that this seriously sucks!!!! I wanted but still

Now im stuck with this choice all the others muct come to surface. Like what the fuck am i talking cause lets face it...my room is 1/4 the size of my room now.  And i have a lot of crap...including all my books and cds, so some things just have to go. I'm in a load of shit on moving day. but atleast i got storage materials to help with the tight space. anyone have any good ideas for dorms let me know before august 24. i'll take all that i can get...call the cell
ttyl,t

Note To Prince Charming

This is going to be a basice entry i promise..people are complaining that i write to much and don't get down to the point...so here is the point
....I want romance in my life ....yes
.....i want to fall head over heals in love and be happy with the man of my dreams, but
but i'm not going to grovel for it
so i am no longer accepting applications at this time for boyfriends...if you want me
be romantic
 see me and kiss me
not just any kiss....mean it
prince charming would

Wanting to feel on Top of the World

For the Stalker

Your world is a small bubble in the universe as a whole, but when it comes all crashing down it can feel like the universe is against you. Soon you heart is crushing, and your heart is spining. You are lost and confused. As you start to think back you start to regret everything you have ever done, romantically. You question every move, every thought, every feeling. I f you did something different would things be better today? Would you be happy with that ending instead of this?
I wonder constantly, even when i say that i don't regret. Or atleast I try not to regret. But when your small bubble of a world seems so twisted and shifting to fast for you to adapt you start to wonder.
Now with college starting, me moving out and my boyfriend dumping me I wonder. I wonder if I will ever be romantically happy. FOr a breif time I thought it was possible, but then it drifts away. it always seems like this love thing is going down a path that i can't fallow as i down in almost possiblilty.
as my mom says though..i'm young yet. I'm too young. ...But really am i too young to feel and know how i want to feel.
I want to feel on top of the world, and maybe i will someday.