Time is disapearing

Like the clck in the Croccidle of Peter Pan's Never Neverland....time is ticking by
Soon my tims is going to be up and like captain Hook I will have to face my doom. But my doom isn't death, but college.

In a way its depressing how i talk about it. I imagine people redin this and yelling at the screen telling me stop complaining, telling me how i'm pathetic. True I may be pathetic and whining isn't my biggest atributes, but i don't care.
Everything comes at a price and this must be the price for going away to college. Cause all i keep thinking is all the stuff i'm going to miss including my frinds and family. I think about how people are just going to move on without me like there was no terra. All i keep thinking is that this seriously sucks!!!! I wanted but still

Now im stuck with this choice all the others muct come to surface. Like what the fuck am i talking cause lets face it...my room is 1/4 the size of my room now.  And i have a lot of crap...including all my books and cds, so some things just have to go. I'm in a load of shit on moving day. but atleast i got storage materials to help with the tight space. anyone have any good ideas for dorms let me know before august 24. i'll take all that i can get...call the cell
ttyl,t