High school is four years. Four years of papers, assignments, dances,a nd just general crap. By the last year you just want to get out and you don't give a dam!! All emotion is lost because you have been there for soo long. You don't want to take the typically high school shit anymore, so you go to college.
The day you get there you miss it. You miss the assignments, papers, and dances. You miss the spirit day and everything else they throw you. You regret ever hating it. Then you become fastinated with it and even the idea of going back. And if you are like me, you do go back.
Which is a good thing. I beleive everyone should go back to their high school. Its a chance for you to see everything again, and realize it all over again. You realize that you can't be there. You don't belong there.
The high school I know and love isn't there anymore. That is because the high school I know and love includes the people that made it the most enjoyable for me. My friends was the reason that high school was what it was. Ever discussion, arguement or just silly idea came around because of them. If it wasn't them then it was our class...which rocked ass.lol We were a family rise or fall! and that was the greatest thing.
With out that element. Without everyone there it's different, almost spooky. Its bad to see it that way almost, but good at the same time. Its bad because in your heart u just want to remember it for the good times that you had. Its good though too cause you know it won't be the same. the good memories you will just have to carry with you.
So I will just carry them along with everything else I have in my backpack to class every single day.
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