The lines between the colors fade and I'm spacing. Sitting here everyday and just wondering, "Can I make it through, make up my mind, and decide what I really want." In all honesty, though, life is so confusing, even before we are lost and misunderstood, cause the world is a weird place as is.
Its amazing at all that one can figure out where to put their two feet as they trudge through this life, let alone anything else. At the day its always a feeling a relief that you survived, even if it isn't a typical battle out there, its still one of sorts.
And quite honestly, some things are just harder for some people than others. And while it may easy for some people to discover what they like, for others its more along the lines of just waiting to see what the tide brings in. And its not about being picking, its just about being so generally confused that you don't know the answer to the simplest question of "what makes me happy?"
In this complicated over mediated world however, even the simplest of makes you scratch your head. And I can personally say that sometimes i don't know what I want. That outside the general idea of creating through writing, I really don't know what makes me happen.
It may sound stupid, or immature, but all I really do is wait for the tide to see what it brings. It may be bad or good, either way I try it on and learn from it. Whether it be law or love, learning from it is a good way of going about it.
About Me
- tthomp
- My name is T. Thompson. I'm a journalism student at SUNY New Paltz, that writes cause its the only thing that makes sense. It's silly string, it just flies.
2 comments:
Thats a good way of doing things :). I should do the same instead of jumpimg headfirst into relationships without giving it a second thought.^_^
Forgot to put this. Sometimes waiting to see what the tide brings sometimes is better.But how will we know what tide is the biggest and what tide is the best for us? Only time will tell............Keep Blogging :)
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