Monday, November 17, 2008

A Failure in a Week

So its been about a week since I've been here to write, a true demonstration to how much I'm struggling with myself. For a writer it should not be hard to come here and type something the streams out of me so simply. It should not, something I will repeat me make clear. However, I'm behind with everything you could imagine and in every way its my own fault.
I can't even attempt to reason with myself for finding another cause.
1 beat story late
1 communication paper late
1 test absent for (and while I seem like I can have a good reason, that was only fate's fortune cause
I really didn't study for it anyway)
and no ideas for my next beat story.....which the proposal is due on Thursday.
Its amazing to me how I haven't killed myself, or just the basic of actually pushing myself forward. I should try to get on top of things. Again I say, I should. Moving to do it is another story.

The goal is Communication paper get done tonight...since I have the extension till tomorrow at 9am. Then 2nd beat story on Tuesday finished and delivered before midnight. It will only mean 10 or 15 points off for lateness. I'll just make sure its perfect when I hand it in.

As for my French test, I shall plead with the gods.

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